I've since brewed a dozen badges with u s 05 fermented in the high 50s and they all have turned out great. I love the peach notes in these big IPAs. They can take a couple of days to take off but have always been fine for me.
Welcome back man. I haven't lost a spouse but I've lost just about everyone else close to me(parent/best friend/sibling) all long before their time. All I can say is to keep busy and forget the bad times, remember the good. Time will help.
So it's in the keg and tastes amazing. Not really a clone as I used 1/2 Amarillo and 1/2 Citra in all my additions.
I get mango/grapefruit with some dank.